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UPCOMING RELEASES!!!! 

I have two books that will be released this fall.

The first is the second in the three book Hazardous Duty series. It is entitled Above and Beyond and continues the story of Savannah, Dane and his Merry Men. An excerpt can be found below.

Also, I will have a little Christmas book this holiday season. It IS a compilation with one story by Jennie Hansen, one by Michele Bell and then mine. Jennie's story is about a childhood Christmas experience, Michele's is about young adults and mine (through Miss Eugenia) covers the older crowd. I'm particularly excited about it. You can see a short excerpt from my contribution below.

I'll post covers as soon as I have them.

 

Above and Beyond
Chapter One
Savannah was less sure of Hack and Doc’s commitment to Rosemary’s cause once she and the girl were seated in the Yukon. Hack remained in the guard shack, conferring with the MP’s and Doc. Savannah smiled over at Rosemary, who was shivering beside her.
“They are probably just working out some security details,” she proposed as a possible explanation for the delay. “I’m sure they’ll come on any minute.”
Rosemary nodded uneasily. “I hope so. Chad needs help.”
Savannah patted the girl’s cold hand. “Don’t worry. We’ll find him.”
Several more minutes passed before Hack and Doc exited the MP station. Hack walked around the Yukon to open the door by Rosemary.
“Please get out, Mrs. Allen,” Hack requested. “Doc is going to take you to the hospital and have you checked out by a doctor.”
“That’s not necessary,” Rosemary assured him. “I’m fine.”
“We won’t know what’s necessary until you’ve been to the hospital,” Hack replied, respectful but firm.
Doc stepped up and ducked his head in to the vehicle. “You’ve been under a lot of stress lately and you missed your last doctor’s appointment,” he reminded Rosemary. “While you’re at the hospital you can take a shower and eat a hot meal. I’ll find you some dry clothes and you’ll be much more comfortable.”
Rosemary turned to Savannah with frightened eyes. “I want to stay with you.” Rosemary leaned closer. “I trust you.”
“Mrs. McLaughlin is going to have to try to convince the Army to get involved in your personal problems,” Hack answered for Savannah. “She’ll get started with that while you’re at the hospital.”
Savannah wasn’t thrilled with the adjustments Hack was making to her plan, but she knew his cooperation was essential, so she decided to embrace his alterations. “You can trust Doc,” she told Rosemary. “And I think seeing a doctor is a good idea. That shouldn’t take long, so we’ll be together again in no time.”
Rosemary looked unhappy about the separation, but she scooted toward the open door. “They’ll bring me back to you when we’re finished at the hospital?”
Savannah nodded. “Of course.”
Rosemary climbed out of the car and Doc led her gently to his Bonneville. As Doc pulled out onto the street two cars driven by large, mean-looking men moved to follow him.
Savannah looked up at Hack. “Your employees, I presume.”
He nodded.
“How did you arrange an escort so quickly?”
“A couple of phone calls while you were listening to that girl’s sob story,” he replied as he slid under the wheel.
She was grateful for his help, however reluctant, so she didn’t object to this unkind description of Rosemary’s situation. “Now if you’ll take me to get Caroline we’ll be ready to drive out to Dane’s cabin as soon as Rosemary is through at the hospital.”
If possible, Hack looked even more unhappy. “Maybe we should talk to General Steele before we bother Dane.”
Savannah didn’t think she’d have any trouble convincing the general to help Rosemary, but she couldn’t be sure he’d assign the operation to Dane. Since Dane’s involvement was essential – both in terms of ultimate success and her personal satisfaction, she had to approach him first. Once she got a commitment from Dane, they could talk to the general together.
Thinking quickly and choosing her words carefully, Savannah said, “Dane wouldn’t like it if we went behind his back. He’ll want to decide for himself – not be told what to do. Even by General Steele.”
Hack considered this for a few second and finally nodded. Savannah felt weak with relief.
“Okay,” he agreed. “We’ll get Caroline and head to the cabin. But I can’t guarantee you’ll get a warm reception.”
“There are no guarantees where Dane is concerned,” she agreed. “But I do want to ask you for a favor.”
He glanced over his shoulder. “Another one?”
She smiled. “This one’s easy. Just don’t tell him we’re coming. I want it to be a surprise.”
“You’re afraid if he has advance knowledge of your visit that he’ll leave,” Hack accused.
She didn’t deny it. “I do want to surprise him – but he does tend to avoid me and I can’t ask him to take the case if he’s not there when we arrive.”
Hack nodded and she wasn’t sure if he was promising to keep her secret of just agreeing that Dane avoided her. As they drove some of her happiness dimmed. Hack thought helping Rosemary was a bad idea and he knew Dane had rejected her. She began to fear that the whole thing was a catastrophically bad idea. But she wanted to see Dane, so she pushed her doubts aside as they pulled in front of her apartment.
Caroline was glad to see them and the child’s mood progressed to ecstatic when she found out they were headed to Dane’s cabin. After Hack had motioned for the guards to join him outside, Caroline asked, “Are we spending the night in his guest room so I can see the sunrise?”
“If I can convince Major Dane to work on a new case we are,” Savannah replied. “Come help me pack.”
“Where’s Doc?” Caroline asked as she watched her mother take an overnight bag out of the closet. “Is he coming too?”
“I met a sick girl tonight and Doc took her to see a doctor,” Savannah explained briefly. “He’ll join us later.”
“Is the sick girl coming with him?”
Savannah nodded. “Yes.”
“What’s her name?”
Savannah led the way into Caroline’s room. “Rosemary.”
“Can I play with her when she’s feeling better?”
“She’s not young like you. She’s an older girl who might not want to play.” Savannah removed clothing from Caroline’s drawer and placed it in the bag. “Her husband is lost and I’m going to ask Major Dane to help her find him.”
“Major Dane found me,” Caroline pointed out.
“Major Dane is very good at finding people,” Savannah confirmed with a smile. “That’s why I’m hoping he’ll help Rosemary.”
Caroline followed her mother into the other bedroom and chattered ceaselessly about fishing at Dane’s cabin and her Christmas gifts. While Savannah packed her own overnight bag her thoughts were on Dane and their upcoming confrontation, so she had difficulty concentrating on Caroline’s continuous flow of words.
Finally the bags were packed and they were ready to go. On the way to the door, Caroline paused beside the Christmas tree. She pointed at her gift to Dane and asked, “Can we take this to Major Dane now?”
Savannah frowned. Their uninvited presence was going to be awkward enough without a gift he would be unprepared to reciprocate. So she shook her head. “Let’s wait.”
Caroline looked disappointed, but she left the gifts and joined her mother by the front door. Hack was standing on the sidewalk in front of their apartment, consulting with four of his security men. When he saw Savannah and Caroline emerge from the apartment, he dismissed his men.
He walked over to Savannah and said, “Let’s get you settled in the Yukon.” He reached down and relieved Savannah of the overnight bags. Once Caroline was strapped in the backseat of the huge vehicle, Savannah closed the door and pointed at the men on the sidewalk. “Are they all coming with us?” she asked Hack.
“One will stay to watch the apartment while we’re gone,” he replied. “One will leave first and drive several miles ahead of us.” His attention shifted to the group of his employees still gathered on the sidewalk. He pointed at one and the designated man climbed into a dark sedan and drove off down the street. Then Hack concluded his explanation. “The other two will drive directly ahead and behind the Yukon.”
Savannah frowned. “Do you think that Mario Ferrante has already tracked Rosemary here?”
“I’m not taking any chances,” was his reply.
The Haggerty Christmas Miracle
            Eugenia Atkins and her little dog, Lady, were taking their regular morning walk through Haggerty, Georgia on what promised to be a beautiful, warm December day. Haggerty was an unremarkable town by the world’s standards, but for seventy-eight years it had been the center of Eugenia’s universe. She was born there, she would die there and in between she made it her business to look out for the town’s other 5,963 residents.
            Distracted by the nice weather, Eugenia allowed Lady to venture farther than usual. As they walked Eugenia mentally reviewed her Christmas preparations. She had purchased her gifts, mailed out her cards and visited the aged or infirm. Now she could relax and enjoy the holidays. Her mind touched briefly on her husband, Charles, who had been dead for over five years now. Although she still missed him, she had learned to enjoy life alone.
She was startled from her reverie by the sound of barking dogs. Eugenia blinked and studied her surroundings. She and Lady had walked all the way to the western edge of town, near the home of Dub Shaw. Dub had graduated from high school the same year as Eugenia, but the two of them had never been what she would consider friends.
Throughout his life Dub had struggled with a dependence on alcohol and after his house burned down under suspicious circumstances he’d spent a few months in the local assisted living facility. Once he had his drinking problem under control he had hired a local contractor to bulldoze the charred remains of his old house and install a double-wide mobile home on the foundation. He lived there now with his pack of mongrel dogs – which Eugenia assumed was attracting Lady.
Dub had never been particularly pleasant and now that he was sober he was downright cranky. Anxious to avoid a lengthy discussion of all Dub’s complaints against society, Eugenia turned around and headed back toward town. “Come on, Lady,” she instructed the dog. “It’s time we went home.”
Lady was usually very obedient, so Eugenia was surprised when the dog continued down the road toward Dub’s house.
“Lady!” Eugenia called after the dog sharply. “You come here right now!”
Lady ignored Eugenia, running as fast as her short little legs would carry her.
“The very idea!” Eugenia muttered to herself. Then she marched with purpose down the road after her disobedient dog.
Eugenia was breathless by the time she caught up with Lady. The dog was barking happily and running circles around the feet of two children who were playing in the yard of a small house on the edge of Dub’s property. For as long as Eugenia could remember the house had been vacant - used only for storing hay during the winter. Putting up a hand to shield her eyes against the sun she studied the house. It was still a sorry sight but some small improvements were visible and there was light coming through the windows—indicating that the occupants now had electricity on the inside.
The older child kneeled in the brown grass to pet Lady. “What’s her name?” he asked Eugenia.
“Her name is Lady and she’s in big trouble,” Eugenia said with a fierce look at the little dog.
Lady barked cheerfully.
“What’s your name?” the boy questioned further.
“My name is Miss Eugenia Atkins,” Eugenia replied. “What’s yours?”
“I’m Ethan,” the older boy said with a wave toward his brother, who was vigorously sucking his thumb. “And this is Evan. I’m six and he’s four.”
Eugenia nodded in acknowledgement. “It’s nice to meet both of you.”
“Is something wrong?” a voice asked.
Eugenia looked up to see a young woman emerge from the house. As she rushed toward them Eugenia noted the sweat pants and large T-shirt stretched to the limits across the woman’s protruding stomach. She estimated that the boys would be joined by another sibling in approximately two months.
“Nothing’s wrong,” Eugenia assured the boys’ mother. “We’re all just getting acquainted. I’m Eugenia Atkins and I live on Maple Street – so we’re distant neighbors.”
The woman’s face relaxed into a relieved smile. “I’m Carrie Carter.”
Eugenia looked around at the ramshackle house and weed-ridden lawn. “I didn’t realize anyone was living here.”
“We moved in a couple of weeks ago,” Carrie explained. “My husband, Len, will graduate from the Georgia School of Medicine in May and he’s doing his clinicals in Albany. “Since our student loans are already . . .” Carrie paused, searching for the appropriate word. She finally settled on, “daunting, I asked Uncle Dub if we could live here until Len’s through with school.”
“Uncle Dub?” Eugenia repeated.
Carrie smiled. “Well, he’s not really my uncle. My grandmother, Eunice, was his cousin but we always called him Uncle Dub. I knew he had a vacant house on his land.” Carrie’s eyes strayed back to her home. “It’s in a little worse shape than I remembered, but at least we don’t have to pay rent.”
“That’s only a good arrangement if the roof doesn’t fall in on you,” Eugenia remarked.
Apparently Carrie thought this was a joke because she laughed.
“We’re not in a financial position to do much – but we’re trying to make it as habitable as possible.”
“And I helped my dad patch the roof,” Ethan informed Eugenia proudly.
A fairy god mother with a magic wand wouldn’t be able to make that house habitable, Eugenia thought. To Ethan she said, “I’m glad to hear that you are a helpful boy. So many children these days are spoiled and lazy.”
“I’m helpful too,” four-year-old Evan said around his grimy thumb. “Not lazy.”
Eugenia gave the little boy a smile. “That’s good.” Then she addressed his mother. “You really should try to break him of that thumb-sucking habit. There’s no telling what kind of germs he’s introducing into his system and all the while misaligning his teeth.”
“I’ve tried to get him to stop,” Carrie said. “But my nagging just seems to make it worse.”
“One of my nephews sucked his thumb,” Eugenia informed her. “I dipped his thumb in pepper juice and told him it was poison. It broke him of the habit.”
Carrie’s eyes widened.
“Sometimes you have to use drastic measures for their own good.” Eugenia’s impromptu parenting lesson was interrupted by Ethan.
“Can I show Lady my room?” he asked his mother.
Carrie smiled. “Of course. Miss Eugenia, won’t you and Lady come inside?”
Eugenia was curious, so she accepted the invitation. The children led the way into the house with Lady at their heels. Eugenia was disappointed to see that if anything the interior of the house was worse than the exterior – not to mention that it still smelled like wet hay.
Carrie indicated a couple of buckets on the floor in the entryway. “The roof only leaks when it rains.”
Eugenia frowned. “I thought Ethan said your husband patched the roof.”
“Len does what he can, but he’s a doctor not a carpenter.”
The children ran down the hallway and into the open door of a bedroom. Eugenia glanced to the right into the tiny living room. It was furnished with a sagging couch and two folding chairs. The couch was covered with a blanket and Eugenia could only imagine the condition of the upholstery underneath. In the far corner of the room was a bedraggled pine tree that looked like it had been cut at random from a roadside.
Carrie confirmed this with her next comment. “Don’t you love our tree?” she pointed at the pitiful specimen. “We couldn’t afford to buy one so Uncle Dub let us cut a tree from off his property.”
Eugenia reexamined the tree and nodded. It looked like something that Dub would grow.
“The kids and I have been making our own ornaments.” Carrie pointed at round disc of plastic. “This angel is made from a Cool Whip lid,” she said, as if this fact weren’t perfectly obvious.
Eugenia forced herself to smile at the tacky ornament. “I love angels.    
         
“Lowell wants you to help him buy land in Tennessee?” she repeated to be sure she hadn’t misunderstood.
Gray nodded. “The owner is a friend of his father’s and will sell it to us for a fraction of what it’s worth.”
            “But you don’t know anything about the Smoky Mountains!” Lettie pointed out. “How will you be able to lead people?”
            He laughed. “Oh, that’s no problem. Lowell knows that park like the back of his hand and he’ll teach me the ropes.”
            Trying hard not to panic, she said, “What about college?”
            He shrugged. “I can sign up for some night and online courses. It will take me longer to finish, but that’s not a priority for me at the moment. I can get a college degree anytime, but we can only buy this land now.”
            “What if you don’t get any customers?” Lettie asked, grasping for anything that would make him see the foolishness of his plan.
            “Lowell’s already got people lined up through the end of the year. All he’s waiting on is the go-ahead from me.” He paused for a second before adding, “And my $10,000 start-up capital.”
            Now she understood. If Gray chose this path instead of the one she had plotted for him, they wouldn’t be able to buy the condominium. Gray had some money left over in his mission fund, and his parents had gifted him the rest to make up the $10,000 down payment for their condo. She swallowed hard. She loved that condo, but she loved Gray more. So slowly she nodded her head.
            “Okay. We won’t buy the condo. We’ll probably lose our earnest money, but we can deal with that. We’ll start looking for an apartment, or a tree house—whatever is available near your new business. I’ll find a job there and—”
            “I can’t ask you to do that,” he interrupted. “You only have a few months left before you graduate.”
            “There’s probably a college up there I can transfer to,” she said without much enthusiasm.
            He was shaking his head. “In order to build up the business, Lowell and I will have dedicate our total attention to it for a year. We’ll have to camp with our tour groups, so I’ll be gone for long stretches of time. That’s no way to start a marriage.”
            She stepped back when she saw that his eyes were green again. “It’s not that you can’t marry me. You just don’t want to,” she whispered, staring at him in shock. “You’ve chosen Lowell Brooks over me!”
“Lettie . . .” he began, but she held up a hand to stop him.
“So you’re canceling the wedding at the last minute, even though we’ve sent out three hundred invitations and spent thousands of dollars?”
“I’ve been trying to find a way to tell you.” he offered as an excuse.
“Well, you haven’t been trying very hard!” Lettie was suddenly furious. How dare he imply that if she’d been listening more closely this confrontation could have been avoided?
“I told you all about Lowell and his plans . . .”
Later she would realize that there had been plenty of warning signs, but in the heat of the moment all she could see was his selfishness and deceit. “We’ve been planning this wedding for months—since before you even got home from your mission. If you didn’t want to get married all you had to do was say so!”
“I wanted to find the right place and time to explain,” he said, and he did look miserable. If she hadn’t been so mad at him she might have felt sorry for him.
“And you decided that this was the perfect moment, with me standing here in my wedding dress?” She shook a handful of the gown for emphasis.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
For the first time in her life Lettie felt pure hatred toward another human being. “You certainly are,” she agreed. Then she lifted her silk skirts and ran from the dressing room before he could see the tears that were coursing down her cheeks.
 
 
Chapter One
Five Years Later
Eugenia Atkins had just returned from her regular morning walk around selected neighborhoods in the town of Haggerty, Georgia with her little dog, Lady, and was washing up the breakfast dishes when the doorbell rang. She dried her hands on a dishcloth and wondered aloud, “Who in the world that could be?”
Lady barked in response as they walked into the entryway. Eugenia pulled open the front door to find Reverend Watson Howard, affectionately referred to by his Methodist congregation as Brother Watty, and his wife, Barbara Jean, standing on the porch.
“Good morning!” Barbara Jean greeted. The preacher’s wife was thin and stylish, and in her presence Eugenia always felt large and dowdy.
“Barbara Jean,” Eugenia returned with less enthusiasm.
            “Sorry to call so early,” Brother Watty apologized. He was shorter than Eugenia, which doomed her to a bird’s-eye view of his unfortunate comb-over. “Swan Glover is having surgery this morning, and we went to the hospital to pray with the family before she was anesthetized.”
            Eugenia averted her eyes from the little beads of sweat that were forming on his pink scalp. “That was nice of you.”
            “And on the way home we thought we’d take the opportunity to invite folks to our One-Day Revival,” Barbara Jean continued his explanation. “Have you heard about it?”
            Eugenia was annoyed by this question. “It’s been on the sign in front of your church for a month now,” she pointed out. “And you’re running ads in the newspaper, on the radio, and on TV. I’d have to be blind and deaf not to know about it.”
            Barbara Jean frowned, but before she could comment Brother Watty said, “Well, then, since you know about all the wonderful events we have planned, can we count on you to come and join with us in praising the Lord on Sunday?”
            Eugenia was even more annoyed that they were putting her in a position of having to make explanations about decisions that she considered private. “You know I go to church with Kate and Mark—to help with their children.”
Barbara Jean’s eyes cut over to the Iversons’ dark, empty house. “I thought Kate and Mark were gone.”
            “They’re not gone,” Eugenia corrected. “They’re just in Atlanta so that Mark can receive some special training for his important new job with the FBI.”
            Barbara Jean sifted through all this information and grabbed hold of the tidbit that suited her purposes. “If they’re in Atlanta, they’re gone, and that means you can worship with us this weekend.”
            Eugenia was not about to be railroaded into anything by Barbara Jean Howard, so she said, “I’m not sure what obligations I have on Sunday, but I’ll try to attend your meeting.”
Refusing to be satisfied with this non-committal response, Barbara Jean said, “I’m sure you’ll agree that we should make room for the Lord in our lives!”
            Eugenia narrowed her eyes at the other woman. “I do agree with that, but I can have the Lord in my life without attending your One-Day Revival. And if you ask me one more time I’m going to say no.”
            Barbara Jean’s nostrils flared, but before she could launch another verbal assault, Brother Watty stepped between the two women and flashed Eugenia a bright smile. “A guest preacher from Knoxville is speaking on Sunday, and he’s supposed to be real entertaining.”
            Eugenia took pity on the man. “I’m sure he’s very good and I’ll do my best to stop by.”
            Apparently deciding that this was the best he could hope for, Brother Watty took his wife by the arm and led her down the steps. The little sweat beads on his head glinted like diamonds in the early morning sunshine. “We hope to see you there,” he called over his shoulder.
   
Sirens heralded the arrival of ambulances and Savannah felt guilty for her self-absorption. The people involved in the wreck had worse problems than she did. She turned up the radio and tried not to worry.
It took almost twenty minutes for Savannah to get past the wreckage and she was nearly frantic by the time she drove her car through the gates of the brick fence that separated Caroline and the other students of Epic School from the rest of Washington, D.C. She parked in front of the main entrance in flagrant disobedience of the several signs posted along the curb.
By the time she climbed the twenty-seven steps to the front door and rushed into the lobby she was perspiring and out of breath. The wooden bench, where children with tardy parents usually waited, was empty. Hoping that the principal hadn’t called the police and reported her for negligence, Savannah hurried into the school office.
“I’m Savannah McLaughlin,” she told the woman sitting at the reception desk.
The woman, obviously used to dealing with self-important Washington types, gave her a bland look. “And how can I help you?”
Savannah took a deep breath before she answered, “My daughter Caroline is a student here. I’m late picking her up.”
After glancing out at the empty bench in the lobby, the woman said, “One moment please.” Then she lifted the receiver from the console on her desk and spoke to another school employee. When she hung up the phone she said, “Caroline was picked up fifteen minutes ago.”
“That’s impossible,” Savannah replied. Then she started to second guess herself. It seemed unlikely that Lacey would have been able to get her tire fixed quickly enough, but . . . “Who signed for Caroline?” she asked.
The receptionist sighed as if gathering this piece of information was a huge inconvenience and Savannah began mentally composing a letter of complaint to the director. After another brief consultation, the woman informed Savannah, “According to the parent sign-out sheet – you picked up your daughter.”
“Well the sign-out sheet is wrong since clearly I don’t have her,” Savannah shot back.
At this point a middle-aged woman rushed in and the receptionist said, “This is Mrs. Land, the head teacher for our First grade. Perhaps she can help you.”
Savannah turned toward the teacher, grateful to have someone more cooperative to deal with. “I’m here to pick up my daughter,” she told Mrs. Land. “And apparently she’s been misplaced.”
Mrs. Land looked tired and proportionately stressed after a day of dealing with precocious six-year-olds. She pointed to a clipboard in her hand and said, “Here’s the sign out sheet. Isn’t that your signature?”
Savannah stared at her own name. It wasn’t exactly her signature, but close. “I didn’t write that,” she said. “I didn’t pick up Caroline.”
So far during the experience Savannah had been annoyed, confused and even angry, but not really scared. However when she saw the fear on the faces of Mrs. Land and the rude receptionist, her heart started to pound. The door to the director’s office opened and Mr. Segars himself walked out, looking grim.
Over the ringing in her ears she heard Mrs. Land explain the situation to Mr. Segars. The director instructed the receptionist to call the police. At that moment Savannah was forced to accept that this was not a clerical error or an administrative mistake. Caroline, her child, her heart, and her reason for living, had been kidnapped. Then she felt herself falling and everything went black.
 

Chapter One
            Savannah McLaughlin stared dully out the window of her office at the sprawl of Washington, D.C. below. When Caroline had been abducted from one of the most secure and respected educational institutions in the area it had been late summer. Now multi-colored leaves were falling from the trees that lined Constitution Avenue as autumn asserted it’s authority on nature.
            Two months had gone by since that awful day that had changed her life forever. Two months without a ransom note or a demand of any kind from the kidnapper. No one had seen or heard from Caroline. It was as if the child had disappeared from the face of the earth. Savannah closed her eyes and pictured her daughter’s smiling face. Surely someone so beautiful and full of life couldn’t just evaporate.
            “Savannah,” Lacey said from the doorway. “You need to go home and get some sleep.”
            “I can’t sleep,” Savannah whispered. “And I certainly can’t go home.”
“Well you can’t go on like this,” Lacey insisted.
Savannah ran her fingers through her unwashed hair. “I know.”
Lacey came further into the office and stood by the window. “It’s been almost two months and statistically speaking . . .”
            “There are always exceptions,” Savannah pointed out.
            “It’s been too long,” Lacey whispered.
            Savannah glanced at the faxes and emails and bulletins stacked on her desk. “Maybe today someone will see her and call us . . .”
            Lacey bowed her head, bringing her now orange hair tufts directly into Savannah’s line of sight. “It’s time to accept reality and go on with your life.”
“What life?” Savannah demanded. “What will I do if I stop searching for Caroline? Go back to my regular job looking for other people’s children?”
            Lacey leaned closer. “If you don’t eat or sleep you’ll die. How will that help?”
            Savannah put her face in her hands for a few seconds and collected what was left of her composure. Lacey was right – she wasn’t thinking clearly. She opened her eyes and said, “Okay.”
Lacey seemed relieved. “I know letting go is hard, but sometimes it’s the only way.”
Savannah shook her head. “I won’t stop looking for Caroline. I can’t do that. But I will try to take better care of myself.”
            “You’re going to drive yourself crazy if you don’t stop obsessing,” Lacey warned. “You’ve already tried everything.”
Savannah returned her gaze to the window as a desperate idea started to form. “No Lacey,” she corrected. “I haven’t tried everything quite yet.”
Lacey raised her hands in supplication. “What is left?”
Savannah licked her lips and forced the words out. “I have an old . . .” she searched for the right word and finally settled on, “. . . friend who finds people for the Army. Maybe he could do the same for me.”
Lacey looked astounded. “And why haven’t you mentioned him before?”
Savannah considered this. “Our relationship is, well, complicated and I’d contact him only as a last resort.”
“We were down to last resorts a month ago,” Lacey pointed out.
Savannah acknowledged this with a sad smile. “I didn’t say anything because I’m not sure he’ll help me.”
“What kind of friend would refuse to help you find your child?”
“I told you, our relationship is complicated.”
Lacey shrugged. “It’s worth a try. But before you begin the next round, I’m going to take you home. You need rest, and calories and a bath.”
“Home,” Savannah whispered.
“Don’t worry,” Lacey said. “I’ll be there with you.”